Sunday, April 20

I don't want to say anymore.
I'm gonna shut my eyes and ears.

If only you knew what I wanted to say,
What I knew,
What I meant.
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I have other reasons for believing in my guts.

You have no idea,
Probably.
It concerns you too.

Should I say it?
How would I say it?

Its a difficult choice to make,
Cos its gonna jeopardize one of our side.

But I've decided to withdraw,
Cos I really can't stand it anymore.

I don't know how you can sit there.
Maybe you don't know them too well,
But how could you?
And you could even laugh at the comments.

Ahh yes.
I forgot.
They're only comments, right?

I don't wanna fight.
As I said,
I might be wrong.
Better for you to be angry with me in that case.

Maybe time might make me get used to it.
But for now,
I'd like to take a break.
I'm really tired of everything.
Family problems,
Studies,
Friends,
Now this.

I understand that the person could be nice,
But its only when the person starts THAT that I cannot stand.
So don't worry,
I won't condemn,
I won't be bad.
But if it goes over the boundary,
To the extent I can't really can't stand it,
Please don't blame me.
As I said,
My patience has a limit to it.

If that really happens,
I'll defend.
Even if the everyone hates me,
I'll still fight to the end.

You should know my character by now.

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