Wednesday, April 2

Forget it.
Just forget it!

You didn't see anything,
You didn't hear anything.
Just forget it ok?

I don't know.
Everything.
I want to be alone.
Yet I want to be around friends.
I don't know.

I want someone to be with me.
Who?
I don't know.

KS.
NY.
I don't know.
Stop tormenting me.
Don't force me,
Please.
Stop pressing me.

What caused this?
Work?
Band?
ZH?
Q?
JH?
F?
D?P?
I don't know.

I hate this.
I hate myself.

How am I supposed to say it?
Tell?
About what?
How?
What?
Where to start?
I don't know.
I don't even know.

Everything is all mixed up.
Feeling everything at one go.

How in the world can you understand?
What do you want me to do?
How am I supposed to explain it?
I don't know.

I don't know why I feel this way.
I don't know what caused it.
I swear I didn't purposely think about them.
I don't know what I can do to ease it.
I just don't know.
Stop pressing me.

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