My God....
I'm tired now...
Haven't been sleeping more than 8 hours since Monday.

Its not that I cannot sleep.
Recent activities have been making me more tired...

Its the dreams that scare me.

I don't know what's wrong with me recently,
I keep having bad dreams.

I keep dreaming of seeing people die.
Saw some people I know dying.
I saw myself dying a few times,
And I saw one car crash that was so bloody that it freaked me out.

There were 2 times I dreamt that I was in 2 different cementaries praying to someone.
There was one I dreamt that was in M'sia,
I went to pray to a child's ashes in a room,
Then I saw a statue blinking at me and I freaked out and woke up.

The other one was in a beautiful Christian graveyard with many aged oak and maple trees.
I dreamt that I was weeping in front of a huge white marble tombstone with a cross on top.
I can't really remember dream,
But had this fuzzy memory of people beside me,
And that there were 2 people's names engraved on the marble.
I woke up somehow and found that I was crying in my sleep too.

On Monday night,
I dreamt that I went through the whole week.
When I woke up,
I was having the mindset that it was a Friday,
Then it hit me that it was actually Tuesday only when I was in school.

Lawrence told me not to think too much stuff,
Especially before I sleep.
Best if I can just sleep without thinking anything.
Maybe too stressed ba...
Haix.