Hey people...
Had a million and one things to blog about....
Thought about them in the bus,
Now can only think of 2.
Concert,
And a dream I had.

Think I'll start with the dream ba?
The concert's gonna be one loooong one.
Ok.

Where was I?
Oh yeah.
The dream.
Sorry.
Zonked out...
Lol.
Long day ah..
Sorry...

Erm.
Oh yeah,
Dream.

I was feeling super sian recently,
Due to a dream I had on Thursday?
Or was it Monday?
Anyway,
The dream....

I was in this open place,
Empty open place.
No walls,
No grass,
Just empty.

I was standing in an area where its dark,
And I was facing this damn strong blinding bright light.
I remember wondering where the place was...
The light was so bright,
It looked like one stretch of wide open area,
And the place I was standing was so dark....

The darkness felt so relaxing,
But the white light was assuring as well..
Aiyah...
Dunno how to explain la....

I was enjoying every second of standing in the middle.
There was a cool and nice breeze fluttering by too.
Then all of a sudden,
Someone came behind and gave me a tight hug.

But he buried his head into my hair and told me that he missed me.
Straightaway, I remembered who he was.
There is only one person in this world who would do this to me.

Then there was this other person who stood in front of me.
His face blocked by the dazzling white light behind him.

I found him familiar too.
This guy just came forward,
And gave me a peck on my right cheek and forehead.
It was them. CONFIRM.
"Dave? Pete?" I asked.

Then I awoke.
I still could feel Davian's hug.
Then dunno why,
I had this strong feeling of lonliness,
Like how you suddenly missed someone alot and wanted to see them.
Dunno if you experienced that type of feeling before?
And I started crying automatically.

Took me quite awhile to stop.
Was wondering what happened.
Yeah.

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Ok.
Concert.
Yep.

Honestly,
The concert wasn't that good...
I seriously felt that in terms of playing SKILLS,
We did loads better during rehersals.
LOADS better.

But then,
Today's concert,
The FEEL was there.
Yes.
The feeling...
The tingling and jumpy feeling that makes you feel...
Bonded?
Dunno how to explain either...

Had fun in body percussion.
It WAS MESSY,
But everyone had fun.
Judging by the way the audience cheered,
They enjoyed watching us too.

Laoshi cried during the tribute to him.
And when we played Chess.
Made almost everyone cry too.
I did cry.
Dunno leh....

Overwhelming feeling explains it,
I guess.
The tears were automatic and flowing freely.
First time crying in public...

Anyway,
My whole section cried.
Jerold and Hong Sheng looked OMG.
Woots...

And everyone's sound was like auto-vibrato?
After we've played Chess,
I could see red-faced audience AND orchestra/band members wiping tears from their faces...

Hora was great.
So was the Japanese song.

Stayed back wanting to take a pic with laoshi,
Damn difficult...
Many people were trying to 'keng'...
Woo.

But aiyah...
Nvm la..
He must be tired too...
Taking pics with so many people,
Both audience and members...

At least the band photo will have it...
Yeah.

The feeling..
Still have..
Weird,
Sad,
A bit at a loss....

Then after performance.
PY gave us (the section) a cactus and a chocolate each.
She might not be coming back anymore,
Cos laoshi's not here...
"This might be the last time I'm performing with you guys..."
And she cried.

Damn.
I hadn't thought of this...
I was totally at a loss can?
And I didn't even prepare anything for her...

This might be the last time I'm seeing PY.
Felt a bit regretful...
Is it because I didn't treasure the practices with her?
Abit unwilling too...
Got teary eyed for awhile.

MT and YH will continue Alumni right?

Jerold might be leaving,
If he does,
Esther will too.

Hong Sheng said that he will most likely be leaving too...

Which leaves me.
I cried again.
Whoa...

I really cannot help it...
Suddenly felt so alone.
Yeah.
Now still teary eyed.
Haiz.

Think I going to sleep ba...
Super tired after crying and playing and lack of sleep for a week.
Yeah.

And have to report at 10AM for shifting back of instruments,
Meaning I have to wake at ard 7AM.


P.S.
Xiu Mei and Boon,
Thanks alotalotalotalotalot for the chocolates!!!!!
(Choco cookies for Xiu Mei)

P.P.SThanks to PY for the cactus!
I get what you mean.
Thanks really.

P.P.P.S
Thanks to the band for the sunflower.
And my section.

P.P.P.P.S
And Laoshi for the concert.

P.P.P.P.P.S
That's hella lots of pot scripts!!
Lol!
Catch you guy somewhere!