Hey people...
Haha.
Sorry,sorry,
Haven't been updating my blog...

Haohao's like screaming away in my ear...
SORRY LA!
Promise you next week won't la,
Update before you return to camp okay??
T.T

Kns.
Getting to like and dislike working sia...
I kinda like the working environment I'm in now,
But I hate the no-daylight thingy...

For those who don't know,
The no daylight thingy refers to day-time in Ubi,
The area where I live in.
Basically,
I only get to see daylight in Ubi for only 45mins,
Which is 7AM to 7.45AM before I go to work.
Yup.
EVERYDAY.
And ending work at 6.30PM,
Reaching home would be around 7.30PM,
The sun's already long gone.

And cos I'm working during the day,
I have to leave stuff like meeting people
(and updating my blog) till night time,
When I'm already friggin tired out,
And all I wanna do is slack,
Watch TV and sleep.

And I've been like a secondary school student recently,
Sleeping at 11PM and waking up at 7AM.
WTF.

So basically,
I don't have a life.
(£*($*"%*R$"R

And band after work is indescribably tiring.
Especially after a bad day of tongue lashing by customers,
You just want to spend time alone.

And after work,
No matter how tired/sian/sad you feel,
You've gotta brave yourself and put on a smile to the people in the outside world.
It's not easy,
I tell you.

But nah...
It's alright la...
Spending my time at the company isn't that bad either...
Working, yes.
Kinda sian.
But I ask you,
Which task that you do EVERYDAY doesn't get sian??

But the people there...
Hahah!

Singer Clifford,
Vic gorgor,
Blurblur Chin,
Bomberman (or hum-chee peng),
Fafa-Fadullah,
Jon-the-slut (hah!),
Lena the imitator,
Cheerful Audrey,
Bubbly Lina,
Classmate 'Bee-chee',
The common pool people...

They're my main source of motivation!
NOT money,
You theory idiots!
No amount of money can replace the people when it comes to motivation!!
If the people in the company are like the ones in NL headquarters,
And my supervisor is like ST,
I wouldn't work there even if you increased my pay by 5 times.
I'm serious.
(Btw, if I really was in need for a job with higher pay incentives,
I'd go for a better job alr! Still stay there for what??)


Sidetrack to personal life..........

Many things have been upsetting me recently...
No, no,
Not from school or work,
But the people around me.

And I hate it,
Yet I still don't have the courage to stand up and make my point.
Sitting there weakly putting a plastic smile on my face,
While they talk and start pushing their boundaries all over me.

Don't get me wrong,
Things like 'kanchiong spider' (Vic gorogor! haha) and '傻大姐' are alright.
I don't mind those.

But if you're gonna laugh and poke fun of some sensitive or serious topics of mine....
I'm sorry.
I can do my best to tolerate it.
But if I can't take it anymore,
I really don't know what I'll do.
Don't keep asking me over the table why I'm so quiet.
It's like asking me why my hair is messy after you've messed it up.

You guys may just be joking and having fun...
"Take it so serious for what? Joking only mah." you all say.

Hey...
Please.
Put yourself in my shoes.
It takes me alot of courage to say those things out.
I don't easily show or tell these type of things to just anyone.

I'm telling you.
If this happens again,
I wouldn't meet you guys up again even if you begged me.
I'm tired,
I have work the following day,
I don't have the need to meet you all and waste my personal after-work time,
Which I can use for more beneficial stuff like sleep.

If you want me to tell you about my stuff,
Please have some respect.
I'm serious.
You people have no idea how much it hurt me that day.
It may seem like a joke to you,
But please.


"If we're gonna meet out and just say such stuff,
I rather we not meet out at all.
I'm not an object for your entertainment,
Please respect me for who I am."


I still need some more courage to say those out.
Maybe some more time??
I really don't know.

Dave,
I really could do with a hug right now.

K.
It's 10.45PM.
Think I'm gonna sleep.