Wednesday, September 26

Yo peeps...
Many many things have happened to me these few days.
Anyway,
My finance paper is over... and I hope I can get a 'D'.

Many things are on my mind now...
Ah Xiang and that bitch,
My results for finance,
Mr Ng,
Upcoming performances,
Band....


I was free on Thursday before band.
Met Ah Loy and Jun Hong.
Anyway,
Xiang is back in2 a BGR with that bitch again.
I super bu shuang,
Lazy to talk to him alr,
But Ah Loy insisted.
Then we went to look for Xiang lor.
In the end,
All we got was punches and kicks.

Loy ended up with alot of bruises,
And Jun Hong got punched at his back.

WTH,
He even dared to kick me,
Making me limp all the way to band prac and home.
And back's still having that blue-black patch.
That asshole....

And all that I returned him was a punch and a tight slap.
With vulgarities and scoldings.

Anyway,
Ah Loy was at Ubi today.
He was going to AMK,
And he was waiting for me to knock off.
Yup.
On our way to taking bus 25,
We saw that woman and Xiang.
I wanted to say hi,
But that woman....
Gave me that look.

Anyway,
I really am not going to care anymore.
It really hurts me.
Physically,
But even more inside.
Bloody jerk.
2 years of friendship gone.
Dun want to talk about it anymore.

Oh yeah...
Mr Ng is not performing this year in KSWS.
He told me about it during his SWS performance day when he was fetching my juniors and me to the hawker centre.
Yeah...
Haiz.
I understand la.
But then....
Still will be disappointed ma...
But what can I do to help?

Then that stupid Hong Sheng...
Ask him if he's not performing (Cos he said he'll not be performing if Mr Ng is not),
He say see 1st.
What see 1st?
Why cannot confirm?
Bloody pissed with him.

Shishi's working,
And can't confirm if she's playing for this year's concert....

So,
Confirmed eupho players for KSWS concert this year:
Yong An
Me

2 people.
What a patethic SL I am.
Both in NYP and KSWS.
Can't even do a simple thing like making sure all members come down for saturday practices and confirming who is playing for concert.

Jiejun ah Jiejun....
You really are a failure.

Come to think of it,
I'm a failure in terms of personal aspects too.
I missed one of my class chalet,
A band camp,
And an outing with my secondary school friends just last week.
Just because I'm working.

Great,
Just great.

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