The week has come and gone so fast.
Sonny's in peace.
I still do miss him.

It was his crementation on Saturaday,
At Mandai.
Yep.

Went out with Kai Boon and Elisse after that.
Got Jerold along.
Went to PS,
Ate at MOS Buger,
Went to find Weiyi,
Played at the arcade.

Then Jerold went to find Jason and the others,
We went to Kim Seng Wind band prac lor.

Lol.
Kai Boon and Elisse are so funny!!
We met Andre and some others at Tiong Barhu MRT station,
And walked together to KSCC.
Then Kai Boon and Elisse were talking loudly to each other in front of us,
And walked super fast....
They didnt even realized we weren't behind them until a distance away!
Lol...
All of us were laughing at the back.

NEW SCANDAL!!
Muahahaha XD

At KS,
Helped Charlie print scores...
Got the alignment wrong...
Haiz...
But Charlie say nvm...
Can see the notes and half the clef can liao...
T.T

Anyway,
We sang Auld Lang Syne and played POTO in tribute to Sonny...
Lawrence and Elisse broke down and cried.
Ah Boon's eyes were red.
So was Makoto's.
And Kiyomi's.
I was so useless,
Can't even play my solo properly....
*sobs*

It felt so weird...
It seemed that Sonny would be coming in any moment when we were singing...
Dunno..
But I kept having the anticipation that he'll be bursting in any moment with his flute and picolo and talking about the day's events.
It felt so weird knowing that he'll not be coming anymore....


Yep.
Then played that stupid Kara-something ....
Haiz....
Difficult.
T.T

Then played White Chrismas...
I sounded like a horn when I played the melody with the hornists...
T.T

Yep.
Then band ended earlier than usual at abt 9.10P.M.
Ate Mui Fan...
Lightened things up,
Then go home.

Makoto was relived that I smiled...
Cos he said that the days I was at Sonny's wake,
My face was completely expressionless.
Woots.
No wonder I kept getting glances....
Think I was the only one who didn't cry in my group ba....

Ah Boon,
Elisse and Xiu Mei were crying all the 3 days I was with them.
It seemed that everyone else were crying too.
I was the only one who didn't cry...
Or had any sign of sadness?

But all I can say is that I can feel the loss too.
Though my face don't show it.
I can feel the loss too.
And it hurts.