Ouch.
Pain.

Reading his blog,
Read a line...
Heart pain.

Don't cry,
Cannot cry.
No feelings of sadness.
Remember,
Your heart is dead, my dear.
No emotions,
No feelings.

You useless fella,
Should be used to it by now what?
People come and go.

They're all gonna leave you,
And like the past,
You have to let go.
Let go.
They have no need for you around them anymore.

When you see them,
Just smile and stay away.
Watch them from a distance like you always do.
You sensed it on Sunday,
Had preparations already;
But no matter how unwilling you are,
You've still gotta face it.

Just give them a smile with the best happiness you can dig up.
Memories are enough.

Davian and Pete are gone,
You've to be independent and face it yourself.