Yawn...
I'm so tired, yet working tomorrow...
Hai.

Haven't updated my blog for ages!
Sigh.

Some people are reminding me that they are reading it...
But bleagh...
No time la.
Really.


These few weeks have been a hectic one.
I'm also struggling with strong and negative things with myself,
At work, and personal life.
At work, there are so many holidays,
Yet the pile of things to be done is going up and up,
And I can literally feel the stress coming on...
It's not only me, I'll bet that the others are too.

Tempers are getting shorter,
Words and smiles getting lesser...
Woot.
I'd better buck up and catch up with the others and keep myself upbeat.
Cannot keep emo-ing la.
Smile more and be happy, and things may not seem as bad...

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Anyway,
Hong Sheng came down for KSWS practice on Saturday!
I knew he would be coming down since his message to me on Friday!
Wahahaha.
Damn glad to see him... (Though his hair has already grown back.)

He seemed to have matured quite abit...
Is it army? Or that I haven't been seeing him for quite awhile...
(Compared to almost daily at NYP)
Was quite worried for him,
So was super glad to see that he's doing well when he came down.
(Yes, yes. I know I sound like an ah bu with many children.
But he really is one of the FEW that I really worry about though I'm probably nobody to him.)
Seeing him now, I can say I have one less to worry.
Haha.

My word, he HAS improved loads!
His tone is much, much, MUCH better than before...
Arrgh... I'm probably the only one who is stagnant among the few of us....
Need to work more on the technique and confidence issue....
Better buck up and jiayou.... =X

Well, I AM glad to see and play with him.
We laughed at the mistakes we made,
And apprently, we automatically adjusted back to how we play in NYP without saying.
(Him playing high as usual, holding certain notes, listening out,
Pushing the solos here and there and assuming that the other would play it.
HAHAHAHA)
Man, that really brought back old memories at NYP.
Just missing Jerold, Peiyi and Yi Hui in eupho....
Like poly Year 1?
Hai...Probably cannot le ba.
Many things have changed since then....

Anyway,
Just hope he stays... at least for now.
It's fun to play with someone, and it's even better to play with a friend.
Also, the scores we played at KSWS yesterday were fun!
Difficult, but nicer to play,
And could probably be more motivating to practice.
=P

It's not as difficult like Festive,
But not so cheesy...
More like the old-KS,
More like what NYP would play (last time).

Just hope they choose the pieces for end of year next year...

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AHHH!!!
The Japan trip...
I can't go... I want to, but I really can't.
Can't just throw everything down and go like that.
Anyway, it's not like I would just drop everything and go, but it feels kinda bad and down when everyone's going overseas and participating in competitions and exchanges while you're working...
But I chose this job, I love it and I made the decision.
So yeah....

Though these are once-in-a-lifetime stuff,
Hopefully I could join one or more upcoming ones...
Hopefully with my busy schedule.
*sighs*

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Charlie seemed quite determined to have KSWS's next concert NEXT YEAR during the CHRISTMAS SEASON.
MY GOODNESS!
That's like more than one year away, PLUS Christmas songs??
Please don't do that...
The sheer thought of it, it's already dampening my spirits...
I can't go to Japan for the exchange,
I have to wait for more than a year for the next concert,
And we're going to play Christmas songs??

Please, I beg you, don't do that.

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