THE LAST THING I NEED IS A BOYFRIEND.
I'M SERIOUS.
IT'S NOT I DON'T LIKE BOYS OR ANYTHING,
ESPECIALLY HIM...
I DON'T HAVE THE TIME FOR HIM.
I CAN'T COMMIT TO A PERSON RIGHT NOW.
I CAN'T EVEN FINISH MY PROJECTS.
I'M JUST RIGHT WITH JUGGLING BETWEEN SCHOOL AND BAND.
NO MORE TIME.

A BOYFRIEND IS NOT A TOY THAT YOU CALL WHENEVER YOU WANT OR FEEL LIKE IT.
IT WON'T BE FAIR TO HIM.
HE'S A HUMAN,
AND IF I GET ONE,
I WOULD LIKE TO COMMIT MY TIME TO HIM.
I'D BE LIKE A REGULAR GIRL WITH LIFE,
GET SOME TIME DURING THE WEEK TO BE WITH HIM.

WHERE CAN I GET THE TIME NOW?
PROJECTS,
MOULMEIN WIND TAKES MY SUNDAYS,
NYP BAND TAKES TUES THURS AND SATURDAYS,
KIM SENG BAND TAKES MY SATURDAYS,
SCHOOL TAKES MY MONDAY TO FRIDAY.

I WON'T LET A GUY SUFFER ALL THAT WITH ME.
WHAT'S MORE,
HE'S NOT IN BAND.
I CAN'T JUST BRING HIM INTO THE BAND ROOM AND MAKE HIM SIT FOR HOURS,
CAN I?
THAT WOULD BE SO SELFISH OF ME.
WHEN PEOPLE GET COMPANIONSHIP,
IT MEANS THAT THEY'RE LONELY.
THEY WANT SOMEBODY TO SUPPORT THEM,
TO BE THERE FOR THEM,
NOT SOMEBODY WHO ALWAYS SEEM TO BE TOO BUSY FOR THEM.
I WANT THIS,
BUT IF I AM TO GO WITH HIM,
I CAN'T ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIM.
IT'S NOT FAIR TO HIM.
HE DESERVES SOMEONE BETTER.
SOMEONE WHO CAN BE THERE FOR HIM ALWAYS.
SOMEONE WHO CAN LOOK AFTER HIM.

Do you understand now?
There are loads more better girls in terms of looks and abilities than me.
He deserves them.