What's happening to me?
How can stop myself from thinking and believing in those things?
I really have no idea.

STOP telling me that I'm emo.
I know,
And it's not like I want to be like that.
Who doesn't want to be bright and cheerful everyday?

Let me ask you:
Have you ever gone out and spend some time with friends,
Relaxed and be happy for a little while,
But all peace disappears after everyone left?

For me,
It's that empty feeling that lingers,
Not the happy and relaxed atmosphere when you are with friends.
I don't know why.
I don't want that.

STOP telling me that I'm emo.
I beg you.
I know that already.
I can't help it,
And it hurts enough already.